Stupid idiot creative feeling

I have recently started believing that everything completely natural is completely alive. It may not have control of its body, and maybe it doesn't have to breath! Maybe rocks, trees, leaves, grass, clouds, and everything else natural is alive! I like making weird ideas like this, because I think that life has a deeper meaning, or that there is something incredible about life that humans haven't yet figured out!

I sometimes get this really weird feeling. It's a really annoying feeling, and I feel like someone is screaming, "Do something creative!" Then I ask what, and it doesn't respond. Sometimes I get it for different reasons. Sometimes I want to do something creative with my room (What?), sometimes I want to write creatively(What about?), sometimes I want to do something on my blog (I have no ideas!), once I wanted to do something creative with a book (What? I've already read it!). This feeling is the most annoying thing in the world, because I never find that THING that I want to do. What I'm dreading is not ever being able to find that THING that I want to do.

Each time I've gotten this feeling I've tried to do something, but it just isn't IT! I'm wondering, does anyone else ever get this feeling?